Feeling Strangely Fine

I feel fine lately. But not the regular “fine”. There something strange about my “fine”. I’m not happy, but I’m not sad either. Not excited, nor scared. I’m  not thinking of anyone. Not missing anyone. No anger, no disappointment. There’s nothing, noone I want right now. I don’t want to do anything either. It feels like I have nothing in my brain and in my heart right now. Seems like my brain and heart are ignoring everything.

But I’m not hopeless though. Somehow there’s a space for hope in my heart and brain. That’s all I have right now. Only hope. Hope for what? I don’t know. Hope for better life and love someday, maybe.

Ah, what the hell. I’d better go back to my 100++ PowerPoint slides job.