Again I Go Unnoticed

It’s been a long time since I had my last big-crush on a girl. Almost 4 years ago. Recently I had a giant-normous crush on a girl in my school. She has everything I like from a girl. Especially the glasses. I always obsessed to cute girls with glasses. I don’t know why, but they do look smart and sexy.

But, about two weeks ago I asked her to be my girlfriend. It was kind of too early to ask that, still I asked her because I got some positive responds from her. Which later I found out that I misinterpreted the signs. Common guy’s mistake I suppose. And her answer was “no”. Solid “no”. And I left.

Later on she told me the reason she said “no”. Which I’ll regret knowing. She said tha I was too early. I agree. And then she said that She was (is) having a crush on another guy. To make things worse, that guy is my friend! A quite-close friend of mine. That was… I don’t know what was that. It just sucks!

My heart was (is) badly broken. I haven’t recovered yet. It’s getting worse I think. I can see her almost everyday. I the school, on the facebook, on the IM, around the neighbourhood. This feeling is consuming me from the inside.

I can’t focus on anything. It wears me out. I lost my weight. I lost my appetite. I lost my spirit.

She’s the biggest crush I had in my life.