Feeling Strangely Fine

I feel fine lately. But not the regular “fine”. There something strange about my “fine”. I’m not happy, but I’m not sad either. Not excited, nor scared. I’m  not thinking of anyone. Not missing anyone. No anger, no disappointment. There’s nothing, noone I want right now. I don’t want to do anything either. It feels [...]

Posted at 4:10 am on September 13, 2009 | leave a comment | Filed Under: Just Random Thoughts | read on

I Want To Kill My Self

Wait! No, I’m not a sucidal maniac kind of guy. Though I’m a big fan of depressing-sucidal-sounded post-punk bands but I have no plan of getting myself killed.
I want to kill my current “self” and start a new self in a new place. Start everything all over again. Make a new life, new friends, and [...]

Posted at 4:15 am on September 11, 2009 | leave a comment | Filed Under: Just Random Thoughts | read on